aLoNe In A cRaZy WoRlD

2010-10-01T22:25:00.002+08:00

是我做得不够好吗？
还是我不够资格？
还是。。。

我根本不值得？

2010-08-20T23:34:00.000+08:00

I wan us to be like that...

BUt...

I dun know what is the like that that I wan...

Just...

Anything but this...

Dogs

2010-05-07T21:57:00.006+08:00

I was just watching the Diamond Nightclub by Li Ching just now, and there was a segment on 'Super Dog, where dogs come on the show. Personally I would rather they have a segment like 'Super Cat' instead, but seriously, how many special talents can cats perform, given the high and aloof species they are. But there was a particular dog that caught my eye: Maltese.

*Copyright: http://www.littlepawz.com/dog_images/maltese2.jpg*

The Maltese that was shown on the show was just screaming elegance! It was similar to the one that was shown above. Its fur was SUPER silky!!! And its white fur was like gleaming in the stage light! It was just like, "Whoa! A Superstar!". Personally, i prefer maltese with a puppy cut as it gives them a cheeky and playful look. (see below)

*Copyright to Wikipedia*\

However, Maltese with their natural mane looks just as cute as it scuttles on the floor with its long fur draping around it. It looks just like a mop without a handle, or as someone mentioned- 'a ball of fur' (see below)

*copyright: Google*

Currently, I still like Maltese as they don't really shed though their hair is long and silky. Besides, girls can treat them like.. Barbie dolls for adults hehe...

Percy Jackson and the New Year's Eve

2010-02-13T11:59:00.008+08:00

Lol, today is the new year's eve, and I went to watch Percy Jackson at Eng Wah ystd ^^. IT was a nice movie, as I had always been fascinated by the Greek Mythology, it was particularly enjoyable for me. I would say the storyline is not bad, but much of it circles around true myths of how each of the monsters was defeated, but the computer graphics, though not as awesome as Avatar, will still be able to keep us at the edge of our seat. By the way, Eng Wah's nachos are better than GV ones, though the portion is much much much smaller ><

And I went to lunch at Polar Highstreet as well, and for once, their cake looks decently appetising. I was pleasantly surprised when they brought this cute looking cake out for me.

Gotta say, the little mice was actually made out of cream, and I like the taste of the cream. But the cake was just a bit disappointing, except for being very sweet, U can't taste the chocolate taste in it.

Haha... V Gal is the new ambassador for the cake sia!

Anyway, went past the library in the evening and saw that the street beside it was nicely done up for the upcoming new year. Too bad the blogger has problem uplaoding, but people will ahve seen them=D But, Have someone already started wondering why does it look so Christmasy arh??? Haha... Low Budget, so recycle sia!

And on thursday, I discover a peaceful little cove near my tuition place! Its a little playground that looks pretty deserted but there are swing in it!!! I took these photos while swinging casually on the swing =DDDD

Happy New Year in advance!

New Year

2010-02-10T21:23:00.004+08:00

Ooh... Chinese New Year is coming!!!! Been to DBS bank to do banking that day, and the counter staff offered me the red packets. I didn't wanted them as I dun need them to Bao ang paus, but when i saw the cute designs, I couldn't help but take it!!! Did you guys see it? It is really super cute! There's even a guys designs and a girl designs one. Compared to POSB kiddish ones that my mum showed me, the DBS ones are really cute!!!

Anyway, been studying for prelims... Guess I'll survived Maths, Stats, hopefully IBM and pSOC... But Econs... Wad can i say? 我不认识它，它不认识我。。。应该是凶多吉少了。。。。
Cannot ah... I dun wan retake econs next year again... MUST pass for main paper ah!!!!

Haiz... Gotta study study and study... For the new year wishes, pass econs, and get a doting, gentle, romantic, nice, sweet, sugary, ice-creamcy, cakey, yummy BF!!! hahaha... LAlalalala~~~~

New Year New Hopes New things to do

2010-01-13T07:45:00.002+08:00

Well... 2009 has been a not bad year, lots of new things happened. First more than two months job, first time in a University, first time in two years to meet omebody new in school, first time....

Anyway, I hope that 2010 will be a even better year for myself and my friends and family. And things might blossom romantically cause I'm getting bored being single...

TO-Do-List

Start my revision
Get good results - second upper at least
lose weight
Fall in love
Finish my story
Learn to play Marriage D'Amor

Things to Get

A new screen protector for my ITouch
A anti-glare for my laptop
A laptop screen
A Backcover for my ITouch
A Snowglobe

HAppy New Year!

Avatar

2009-12-28T20:40:00.002+08:00

Went to watch Avatar today.

I must say... It will be the next movie that's on my favourite list!!!

KNow why I like it?

Firstly, it has a very interesting storyline. The concept was new, of us being the aliens instead of the aliens coming around. In the end, WARNING! SPOILER ALERT!!!

Well... and in the end, the main character chose to live with the aliens=) The cg was extremely good~~~ And everythiung was so new, its like jurrasic park, only a thousand times btr!!!

Por qué es que

2009-12-17T21:46:00.000+08:00

Perché è che quando mi ha detto, che aveva informato spilungone, la prima sensazione che mi ha colpito non è che la felicità? E 'stata una forte sensazione di dolore cuore ... È perché non era diretto? È perché non voleva dire che come me direttamente?

Perché è lui che sceglie di raccontare in modo indiretto? Non ha ... pensano che sia un peccato in un modo o nell'altro? Solo perché ... I'm ... non proprio attraente? Come si fa davvero sentire su di me? Non ha davvero come me? O è perché ... Sono una scelta più facile? Proprio come come è stato con la rana ...

Dice che è corteggiare me ... Ma sembra che siamo già in una relazione ... Sono così in modo confuso ... Io non voglio essere così vicino a lui, ma ho paura, se mi rifiutano questa intimità ... Egli potrebbe semplicemente stanca di me ... Ho paura che le cose andranno a finire proprio come quella precedente ... La passione morirà giù ... E alla fine, io sarò lasciato solo ...

放下了

2009-12-12T17:20:00.002+08:00

我总喜欢说自己是个很快可以放得下的人。
可是还是逃不开天蝎座喜爱隐藏的命理。

我以为我已经放下的人，却在另一者提出相同的情景时，又再度浮现在心里。七个月就这样过去了。七个月里，我告诉人家，已经放下了。结果，一直到当时，才发现，不是已经放下。而是塞在心里某个角落，不去想它吧了。一直想不通心里的郁闷，原来是因还未实实确确地放下。。。

今天刚好在整理房间，搜出了种种大大小小的物品。因为有收集的习惯，常把人家给的东西，无论是纸条，还是小礼物，甚至与发生某件事情时随手检起的石头都收在盒子里。当然不却很多会钩起回忆的。。。这才发现并还没忘记，一切还是那么地真实。。。那么的。。。痛。。。

可是过去的毕竟已经过去了，追不回。。。如今，在边回忆起那些事情时，边把这些东西丢的丢，不丢的，都放进一个大盒子里。把过去，也一起收进去。。。耳边响着正听着的 MLTR 的The Actor。。。我终于可以对自己和大家诚实。

七个月后的今天，我真正的放下了。因为只有放下后，才可以开始抚平伤痛，才可以走出过去。。。

今天，心里的阴霾终于开始放晴了。。。

2012

2009-11-26T09:45:00.001+08:00

Went to watch 2012 before my ridiculous socio lesson ystd.

Why do I say that my sociology lesson is ridiculous? Because it is held at 7pm to 10pm! OMG! who would still be abl;e to concentrate at this time??? Zzzz...

Anyway, I would say that 2012 is a very watchable movie, the CG is prefect! It looks so completely real that I have real fear in me that the world is going to end in 2012.

Lalala... That's it I guess... OMG, i'm sho sleepy now... ><

Touched~~~

2009-11-20T21:59:00.001+08:00

第一次看着你就为你心动

聪明的我怎能让你走

第二次看见你我竟然失控

是我的错请你原谅我

第三次看见你想要告诉你

我真的爱你是真的爱你

第四次看着你我有些要求

请你能够安安静静的聆听

一.让我保护你

二.让我照顾你

三.所有的要求不能当作游戏

四.接受这命运

五.永远不分离

那最后一个一定要说你愿意

want be your lover want be your man

我只要你开心多一点

can you be my lover dont wanna be your friend

给你幸福到永远

第一次看着你就为你心动

聪明的我怎能让你走

第二次看见你我竟然失控

是我的错请你原谅我

第三次看见你想要告诉你

我真的爱你是真的爱你

第四次看着你我有些要求

请你能够安安静静的聆听

一.让我保护你

二.让我照顾你

三.所有的要求不能当作游戏

四.接受这命运

五.永远不分离

说你愿意

want be your lover want be your man

我只希望给你多一点

can you be my lover dont wanna be your friend

给你幸福每一天

因为我want be your lover want be your man

我只要你开心多一点

can you be my lover dont wanna be your friend

给你幸福到永远

说你害怕因为受过伤

不需要害怕因为我不是他

want be your lover want be your man

我只希望给你多一点

can you be my lover dont wanna be your friend

给你幸福每一天

因为我want be your lover want be your man

我只要你开心多一点

can you be my lover dont wanna be your friend

给你幸福到永远~~~

Saturday Celebration with my jie mei!!!

2009-11-16T20:08:00.003+08:00

Last Saturday, my jie mei celebrated my birthday for me at Orchard... LOL, it has been a long time sice we saw each other except for me and Alison. I haven't seen mer since like, we got our A-Levels results maybe? So i was super looking forward to it haha!

Anyway, we met up and decide that instead of Pepper Lunch (I dun really like Pepper Lunch) we should go to taka basement and go ala carte. So we settled down and had 'lunch' and then cake for desserts... LOL...

After that me adn Al went shopping from taka then to far est. We even went over to ion orchard but nothing caught our fancy. Howeverr, the traffic condition was totally horrible!!!! The bus track metre first read 5 mins, so we waited. after 15 mis, it jumped up to 09. Never mind, we waited again... After 30 mins, when it finally counted down to 07 mins, it jumped back to 8 mins again! Ridiculus ah !!!

di yi di lei

2009-11-16T00:06:00.003+08:00

wi ta lu de di yi di li, qun yn yi ju wu xn zhi yu

dn zhg si yn wei wu xin,

gn je cai na me zhn shi, na me tong...

害怕

2009-11-15T23:19:00.001+08:00

过去把女孩儿拉入寂寞与孤独的隧道中。

她在阴暗的隧道里不断徘徊，
寻找着解脱的出口。

但是她被黑暗围绕着，
在伸手不见五指的狭小空间满是害怕。

终于，
女孩见到了隧道尽头的曙光。

虽经回忆飓风般的不断地袭击，
疲惫不堪的女孩仍用尽全力，往光线的方向前进。

然而，在触碰到光线的前一刻，她手却迟疑了。

因为在隧道里呆了太久，

她开始害怕那光线,

可能的温柔。。。

Birthday celebration

2009-11-14T12:24:00.002+08:00

LOL...

I had a very wonderful birthday ystd haha cause i was touchingly surprised by the my presents... Especially My mansion LOl!!!! Oh boy... how I love surprises~~~~

Anyway... There's now a new addition to my family of plushies!!!!

Hahaha!!! Lala~~~

Anniversary~~~

2009-11-13T09:39:00.002+08:00

Today is the annivesary of my blog! And it is also mi birthday!!!

Happy birthday to me!
Happy birthday to me!
Happy birthday to me!
Happy birthday to me!

I'm like crazy LOL

Random

2009-11-12T07:37:00.002+08:00

I know its like super early now and I must be totally mad to wake up at this time when I dun have school lol... But i woke up because of a nightmare...

LOl... and when I was in the toilet washing up... I had a sudden random thought that I wshould get a new wallet... LOL!!! Random right???!!!! I should go online to check wad does this signifies LOL...

So long~~

Birthday is coming!!!!

2009-11-11T10:05:00.002+08:00

OMG! 2 more days to the anniversary of my blog!!!

Lol... My schedule is already quite booked up on Saturday sia lol... Afternoon lunch with Alison, night dinner with clique, anyone want to book me for supper? LOL! Just kidding!!!!

But strangely I'm totally dateless on my actual day MWAHAHA... Oei people, you all beri the farni leh, ridiculous ah!!!

Anyway, my birthday falls on a friday this year, so I hope the Black Friday curse will not come true... This is my first single birthday since the BU. I can still rmb that last year he popped up at my house on 13th Nov together with my BBF, and I was really really surprised... But...往事已成过眼云烟,如今剩下的只是深藏心里的纪念...

Aniwae, for this year birthday wishes, first I hope that the Korea(both region) will just LIVE IN PEACE with each other!!! Sheesh! You're all Korean right? So why fight with each other? Isn't it bad enough that families are already separated because of this North Korea South Korea thingy and now you're fighting each other? Goodness...

Secondly, please people, stop abusing the poor animals, and dun use fur products! Put yourself in their shoes for a second, how would you feel if your skin is removed from you while you're still conscious? Yes, dun give me the "they give the animals anesthetics crap". More than often they either will tazor them, or just beat them up. You should go to the PETA website to watch the secret video that they took at this western skinning factory. The poor foxes will repeatedly throw themselves against the cage as they are already driven to insanity by the confinement. Some of them would even start eating themselves! Please people, the only way we can help to solve this problem is to boycott the fur industry. Go synthetic...

Third wish: For people to just live together peacefully... Things like the genocide in Rwanda, and the riot in China Xin Jiang to never EVER happen again... We're all the same with two eyes and a nose a mouth and two ears! No one is more superior than the others. In fact, I feel that if you think you're of a higher standard of the others, its called inferiority complex.

LAst but not least hehe... (Its presents list) I want a MANSION!!! LOL, just kidding... I hope I can find a white and cuddly kitty plushie!!! I dun dunderstand why all the huggable ones are all teddy bears, not that I dun like teddy bears, just that cats would be cuter LOL... And I hope that I can get another music Box!! LOL I totally ROZ music box, especially one with the love story music....

LALALA~

3 Days 2 Nights of Craziness

2009-11-09T09:01:00.003+08:00

Friday-----Start of JL's Awesome party!!!!
The three of us, (me, xl, jl) set off from school with me obviously having the biggest bag. I can never understand why people can bring so little stuff to chalet? What if you need something and its not there cause you didn't pack it in? Okay I admit i over-packed, but seriously, it was my blunder and not on purpose okay? I just brought a couple of duplicate just in case someone needs it wad...='(

NS met us at tb mrt, and then she was telling me how a weird day it was because she keeps seeing weird people. LOL!!! Then when we reached the chalet, we went to put down our bag, and we went off to explore the place and find somewhere to makan. XL and JL suggested buffet sho we went over to the E!Hub, lookng for places to eat but Sakura's dinner buffet doesn't start until after 6 and it was only 5+++. So we end up eating at Fish and Co Express LOL... And at our age, we went for the students meal!!! (Some why I feel like we're cheating them but it is true that we are still students, just older LOL)

After dinner, we went up to look around in Fairprice, where we wanted to get the BBQ stuff for saturday evening. We couldn't decide whether the prices were higher than usual (that's usually the case in these kind of places) But we still bought our stuff there eventually after HM joined us.

We walked around the whole place, grabbing things like chicken franks-wings-fillet, and seasonings as well as the necessities for BBQ. After getting the stuff which added up to nearly 100 bucks, we went back to the chalet to rest our feets. XL went for the tv immediately to watch the Channel 8 show as it was the last epi, and the rest of us were just lazing around. When the show ended, the boys went to work with the frozen food as we were planning to marinate the stuff that night. Eventually, all 5 of us ended up in the small preparation 'room'(^^) and the boys were chased out to gay with each other in the room (JL and XL please dun kill me =P) while us 3 superwomen took over LOL. GIRLS POWER!!!!!!!

The breaking of the chicken wing joints were disgusting as you could hear the 'plock' sound as each joint were dislocated... (PS: JL, is that wad you hear when you dislocated your arm? Eww...) Then we washed it and poured in the seasonings and went down to getting our hands dirty!!! It was really fun as it was my first time doing it haha! The two guys were sent out to get dinner for HM and after we finished off, we just left the room in the state it is with all the mess around. For the boys to clean up after they come back LOL...

When the boys came back with the food, we setted (is there such a word?) down for SHABU SHABU!!! Usually I would leave beef alone as I dun like its taste, but somehow the Shabu Shabu was without that weird taste of beef and we had fun 'steaming' the meat, like wad either Xl or JL said. LOL... How to steam the meat i dun understand LOL...

After we finshed the meat, we played some card games like Taidi and Heart Attack... OOMG, HA was suer funny LOL... The night continued on as the rest joined us at nearly 11 pm, and things like movie (Poker King) and Mahjong came in. As the night continued on, JL, PY and I tried to get some sleep as we were super duper sleepy but PY was the only person who was able to sleep with the terrible racket Xl was making over mahjong. I just close my eyes and rested without falling asleep.

Saturday--- One fine day...
Morning:
went out for breakfast at BK. The rest went back to the chalet to play bridge, JL and I went over to the arcade... and PS to JL: I dun suck at table soccer okay? I give you chance oni >P

Afternoon:
Tried to sleep again but still totally CMI cause mahjong and bridge started again...

Evening:
COOK BBQ

Night:
Watch DVD.
Sleep on the mahjong table for about 1 hour on off as the bed was comepletely occupied.
Stone as I wasn't able to get to sleep again.
LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL

Sunday----------- Home going
Totally zonked out LOL

Wad I learnt at chalet:
You can never ever sleep LOL

Jennifer's Body Colin Gray aka Kyle Gallner

2009-11-03T20:07:00.002+08:00

I love the way Colin Graylooking so terrified!!! The goth style is so totally hot and the way he's like shying away from Jennifer is SO innocent!!!! Wanna eat him up too like Jen mwahaha! I feel evil^^

Chip Dove is cute too~~~ LAlalala sho many cuteys ah!!!!
Anyone want to watch this show again? LOL

Randomness

2009-11-02T22:07:00.001+08:00

开始
春天的风吹来了一阵阵的花香
那百种香味混合在一起的气息
衬托着爱恋刚发芽的无限甜蜜
恋鸟在香与甜中不断盘旋

希望
烈日在夏天努力地展现自己的热
爱侣之间的焰却胜过了艳阳
在炎炎夏日里不停顿地燃烧着
爱情在热情中翩翩起舞

失望
老去的叶子在秋季离开了相依的树
无奈的落叶从流而阵亡于树阴
那立于树下女人的泪随着脸颊而下
背叛使爱慕有了秋天

结束
寒冷的风吹来了冬天的无情
冷颼颼的白雪覆盖了大地
男人女人的情已被冻结
恋鸟葬身于冰雪之间

Going to Port Dickson tml

2009-10-29T22:35:00.001+08:00

Hi guys, I'll be going off to Port Dickson tml^^

YOu guys can still sms me... I just wun respond haha... Dun call me, no roaming, you wun get thorugh^^ I'll be back on Sun aftn i think so pray for me!!!

ADios!

Bodyache

2009-10-28T20:15:00.003+08:00

Ouch... I'm dying from all the body pain from the 2 hour badminton session with my friends... Haha! But it was really really fun!!!

Lalala!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oww haha... It was fun lah, the people who went is as following: Me, HUimin, Jia Leong, XiuLong, ChengYang and his friend!!!

LAlaa!!!
haha...

After the game, the rest went off but me and jl dropped by the arcade and we went onto my latest craze: Super Mario Kart 2!!!

And i will be going off to port dickson on friday, so...

So Long guys!

Sushi Journey Day 2

2009-10-25T23:02:00.005+08:00

Today was my second attempt at sushi making!
Different from ystd, today i had more things to work with, and I get to cook my own rice first so no more leftovers!!!

Sho firstly, I laid out everything onto the table...

Then I wrap it up!!!

And finally:

Sushi day

2009-10-24T21:37:00.003+08:00

I had a sushi making session at 8pm today at my own kitchen mwahaha! Crazy right? But I also dunno why, today i just worked with leftover rice, but tml I'll work with more ingredients haha... Make already no one eat so now its in my fridge, maybe my breakfast tml!

Dun ask me why, I'm like totally crazy^^ I also went to get my new presciption for glasses, and I paid $230 for the lenses alone! Cause my degrees are like really high, (800++, 900++) and the lenses are like nearly 1cm thick!!!

FUN FUN FUN

2009-10-22T21:27:00.002+08:00

Today I didn't have school, but I still went cause I can't study at home. So I was in school, expecting not a lot of people. However, the library was quite full when I reached there. But I was still able to find a seat so everything was fine.

I was just preparing for my socio test (wad a good girl i am~~~) when I came across this 'cute' uncle. I could have sworn our lib is only for members, so wad is an old ah peh doing inisde the lib? He was doing anything but was taking up a space in the library, and he was SLEEPING! There people were frantically finding seats to study (becoz it was the examination period), and there's an ah peh sleeping there?

Okay nvm, forget abt the ah peh. So I was studying all the way until 11.30 round there, then I went up to megabites to book seats for me and Alison. I think all the three years students are back from the hols so our school cafeteria had been really packed recently, I really miss the good old days when you can just go there and CHOOSE seats! But anyway, Elmo who had no one to eat lunch with him cause his buddy pon lecture^^, came to join us for lunch. Because I left a pack of tissue on the table, so i asked him to look for the table with the pack of purple tissue on it. But I saw him went two rounds and couldn't find seats. End up it wa because our efficient cleaners cleaned it right off my table... -.-

Anyway, when me and Alison went back to our table, we realised that some 'good' souls have convinently taken our seats. I've got nothing to say... HAiz. Enough about that, so after lunch, the three of us went up to Clementi CityVibe's arcade and I'VE GOT HOOKED ONTO MARIO RACING!!! OMG THAT GAME IS SUPER DUPER DUPER DUPEY UPPEY FUN^^^^^ELMO!!!! LET'S GO PLAY AGAIN SOMEDAY OKAY??!!!

OHLA!

New Wants

2009-10-21T19:00:00.001+08:00

Today as I was on the bus 157 back, I went passed this stretch of road that was covered by forests. On the other side of the road were tons of HDB flats. The contrast between rural and urban struck me, and I suddenly felt like taking this scene down. However, before i could get my phone out, the bus already went passed.

So I was thinking, maybe after my vision problem is solved, and by God's Grace if I don't go blind(I hope not), I'll come back here to take the photo!

So long^^

So LOng!

2009-10-15T08:05:00.004+08:00

Hi Guys!

It has been a long time since i last updated sia!t, my eyes have been giving me loads of problems, Everthing seems so bright to me and it really hurts my eyes to use the computer...

Anyway i do log on for abt 15 mins each day so if you have something o tell me, just leave me an offline msg on live and i will see it! Now for a quick update of my life^^

I was on the Nokia 157 on wednesday (or tues cant rmb) and IT WAS ALL CANDY PINK AND PURPLE!!! The whole bus was passenger inefficent but comfort 100%%!!! I TOTALY ROCK WITH THE BUS MAN! IT WAS SO NICE AND SWEEET I DIN REALLY WANT TO GET OFF!!! I WAS LIKE SUPER HIGH IN IT!!! ARH!!! I WANT TO SE THE BUS AGAIN!!!!

Ystd I went out for the weekly OG lunch, but this time, Alison came with us!!!! We had lunch at Kopitiam near Clementi MRT then after that went downtown to catch a movie. Initial plan was to catch Meatballs, but then oonli got 3D one so we watched Surrogates instead! We went to The Cathay Gallery, the one where I watched HP with Alison, while waiting for the show to start, the bulk of us went up to the arcade and started playing the jia wa wa machine! HAha! IT WAS SO EXCITING MAN!

Anywae, Econs test is coming up and i totally dunno wad the *** is gpoing on so i'm so escared i'm going to fail econs!!!! BUt I managed to pass my assignment worz! HAHA!
I've passed my SOCIO test as well so its still fine^^ GOT AN A FOR MY MATHS TEST! Ain't I a genius???

MWahaha!

SO LONG GUYS! MISS MY NORMAL EYESIGHT!!!! LEAVE A MSG FOR ME AT MY TAG ORH! (or I'll muder you....)

*Zionk* Offline le...

I AM DYING!

2009-10-11T18:22:00.003+08:00

Hey peeps... Lately I've ben offline most of the time thanks to my terrible vision problem that makes it hard for me to focus on anything... Already went for a vison test, seems like that was not the problem... So I also dunno what to do liao.

Anyway, yesterday was my granny birthday and we had steamboat for dinner! Just to share some photos...

If anyone knows what is going on wth my eyes, please do tell me. It's getting really irritating.

Watch to understand the meaning of feeling young^^

2009-10-07T15:06:00.000+08:00

Farni Ass Shit

2009-10-05T21:42:00.002+08:00

Thanks to Elmo who introduced Dane Cook to me. This is one of my favourite from him!
And I find he looks a bit like Jeff Dunham^^

Van Helsing

2009-10-01T23:01:00.002+08:00

I was just watching that show the other day and I was thinking... ThatVan Helsing guy looks REALLY familar, but I couldn't rmb who he was... So I just continued on the following weeks wondering, but not bothering to go find out.

But just now, when I just came out from the bath and was in my room, I was staring at my X-Men movie poster, and I suddenly found Wolverine very familar... But I couldn't rmb why too... So since my com was on, I just googled him, and guessed wad? he's Hugh Jackman, the same guy that played Van Helsing! My god... I felt like an idiot... And i wiki him, and found out that he was voted to be one of the sexiest stars on planet together with Alan Rickman, and I totally agree!

Mwahah...

Just to clarify

2009-09-30T23:10:00.002+08:00

Just to clarify my chinese name for Elmo...

my official chinese name is 钧莹, not 薇琳 as stated on my blog. That's the chinese name that I gave myself from translating Verlyn...

Okie! Clarification done! YOu can exit my blog now!!! BB!

温神

2009-09-28T18:45:00.001+08:00

对好康而言... 我或许是个温神...

无奈

2009-09-26T22:09:00.000+08:00

想记, 却记不上.

想忘, 却忘不掉.

想给, 却给不起.

想收, 却收不回.

想见, 却见不着.

想避, 却避不了.

想说, 却说不出.

想瞒, 却瞒不住.

想等, 却等不到.

想走, 却走不得.

是记或忘, 是给或收, 是见或避, 是说或瞒, 是等或走,

人生百态, 总包含着满满的无奈...

Jeff Dunham My favourite

2009-09-25T19:42:00.002+08:00

Paparazzi

2009-09-24T14:59:00.002+08:00

I'm your biggest fan~ I'll follow you until you love me~~ Papa, paparazzi

Just when to watch Lady Gaga's Paparazzi Music Videos after I chanced upon the dispute on its contents with the school teachers. I was like thinking, how bad can it be? I mean, for it to be able to go official, must be within the limits right?

But after I watched the video, I must admit that she is really challenging the limits, but I really like the video! Lady Gaga is like the coolest artist after Simple Plan... I liked her style in the Poker-Face music video... Her eye makeup and hair and everything is just so perfect.

But her outfits at the VMA I dun like... Its too outragous and strange for such a formal and important function, but I admire her guts to dare to wear those outfits... Go Lady Gaga! GO GO LADY GAGA!!!

Fun With OG

2009-09-21T22:08:00.004+08:00

Today I went for the KTV outing that my OG from FOD organised. Seriously speaking, I was thinking of backing out even at the last minute before the appointed time. I mean, Peiyi said she wasn't going, Alison didn't want to go as well, so I'm like totally alone.

But in the end, I still went lah... I mean, I'm part of the OG wad... Already the previous two outings I didn't attend... This time dun go like so bad... So I went lor. But in the end, it wasn't as bad as I thought it would be... Everyone was so friendly and tried to make me feel welcomed... And i really had loads of fun!

The night ended off with us going over to Cathy for dinner. And while the rest of them went for a late-night movie, I had to go home to do my IBM homework... Damn it. Aiyah... I'm off to do my work le lah...

So long!

The power of Time-Outs.

2009-09-18T23:19:00.003+08:00

Today was sociology test.

Overall, it was an okay test... The questions were easier than I expected, the number of people that turned up were more than I expected as well^^ In fact, I think everyone turned up! Bravo for CC^^

But there were a couple of things that happened during the test. First up was somebody who was actually refering to the notes DURING the test. As in the person had the qn paper on one side, and the notes on the other side. OMG... YOu all should have seen that expression on the lecturer's face... Priceless man... The expression was like 0_o

Second up were two people openly discussing about the possible answers... LOL...

Third up was this guy that came in late, had no foolscape, went out to buy, came back and had half an hour left to do the paper... TRIPLE LOLs...

Luckily, nothing more out of the ordinary happened or I think the lecturer would have a stroke there and then... LOL...

Then after the test, the lecturer went on to give us the lesson taht was on positivism, humanism, and some other ism things... Usually, when she asked questions, she would be better off speaking to the wall. However, she became smarter this time.

She came up with a packet of Time-Outs and you can actually see the lecture hall COMING to life! Seriously! A lot of people started to "volunteer" themselves, and people like me who just want to get by lecture un-noticed was REALLY relieved! Lol...

So that's about it. I may be joining my OG mates for KTV on monday, and I'm getting driven crazy by my after-school assignments, so if I can get by, see you guys in my next post!

Pls taggie okok?? haha~

Hotel Rwanda

2009-09-15T23:41:00.000+08:00

This is a movie based on the true account of one of the most horrifically ugly events in recent history, when the Hutu extremists of Rwanda initiated a terrifying campaign of genocide, massacring hundreds of thousands of minority Tutsis (who had been given power by the departed Belgian colonists), while the rest of the world looked on and did nothing.

The truth factor was what make this movie really attractive for me. The touching effect of the idea that the main character Paul was able to display such courage in the face of adversity just multiply with the fact that this was an true account of a great man whose couragous acts saved many others. When the European guests and staff were all flown away from Rwanda, all that were left was just Paul Rusesabagina and a couple of the local staff.

Not only was he able to think fast on his feet to think of ways to save all the lives that lies in the very hotel that he lives in, he did not give up hope when people whom he trusted to help them disappointed him time and again. The local police that Paul always worked with no longer wants to be involved in helping to save the many refugees that the hotel was putting up. The rebels threatened to enter the hotel at any minute, everyone was scared out of their wits. The UN did nothing to help but just took care of their own Euporean brothers and sisters, leaving behind the helpless refugees in a dangerous situation. With the backing of the United Nations gone, Paul and his many refugees found themselves to be danger constantly. Paul was only left with a mind and no military backing to work with.

In the movie, he made used of human sympathy to try to get people in helping them. He requested individuals in the hotel whom had contacts with influential westerners to call them up. As quoted from his lines, "Call them up, say your goodbyes to them. And when you say goodbye to them, make sure that you make it sounds like you are reaching out through the phones to hold their hands. Make them feel that if they let go of that hand, we will die. We will SHAME them into helping us." The tatic worked and soon, help arrived from the United Nation.

Overall, this is one of the few shows that can get me crying almost through half of the show. And if you had watched this movie before, personally, I feel that the most impact-ful part of the show was when Paul and his staff were driving in a foggy area. The ride suddenly turned very bumpy, and Paul said, "Oh my, you have driven off the road!" HIs companian replied that, "I'm very sure I'm still in the road!" And Paul frantically answered, "Stop the car! You are going to drive us into the river!" But when he got out of the car to investigate, he came to realised that they were indeed still on the road. HOwever, the road was now littered with the bodies of the murdered Tutsis. They were actually driving over the bodies, that was what made the ride very bumpy. The whole impact of the scene was terrific.

LOVELY MOVIE!!!!!!

A Random Poem

2009-09-14T18:46:00.000+08:00

(Fishes' POV)
Looking at the blue blue sky,
Thinking how to get up high.
Wished that wings would sprout and spread,
Bring me up as if a magic mat.

(Birds' POV)
Looking at the clear clear sea,
Thinking how to get in deep.
Wished that fins and gills would grow
Then with the current I will flow.

(Little Seedling's POV)
Looking at the tall tall trees,
Wondering how to get this big.
Wished that vines could bring me there,
Up where I won't feel so bare.

(Widow's POV)
Looking at the bright bright stars,
Wondering which of them you are.
Wished that I could be up there,
Then our lives will continue to share.

Here is its first time...

2009-09-11T19:39:00.000+08:00

This is the virgin entry of my darling laptop!

Anyway... I'm still getting used to it... It doesn't come with an user manual for some reason, and i can't find a lot of things... Sigh...

But everything is going well lah...

At least i'm still happy with the vista layout thus far haha... time to go set up the rest of the computer!

So long!

Oh, My love, My darling~~~

2009-09-10T23:07:00.000+08:00

Finally~~~

I see a laptop in moi house!
OMG!
FINALLY!!!!

MANY JOY HAHA^^

Final Destination 4

2009-09-07T16:28:00.000+08:00

I went to watched it with Al just about two hours ago... What can I say about it? Well... Before this, I've always thought I could take any gore after House of Wax... But after watching it, I realized that it should be I will be able to take any gore after Final Destination 4...

Final Destination 3, the NC 16 one, was like chicken feet compared to the M18 Final Destination 4... HOW on EARTH did they made it So realistic?! It's like SUPER shiok and Super disgusting and Super Traumatizing!!!!

I really take my hat off to those who dared to try the 3D version!!!! It must be really really shiok! I'm like swearing off all minced and red food for I think at least 3 days... SUPER DUPER SHIOK!!!!!!!! BUT it was actually just gore and nothing much... I still like the gore haha But the effects are super nice! And why do they have such cool glasses when watching the 3D movies in the movie? Ours is like SO baby toy toy kind???

I'll recommend the this movie for the strong heart-ed, definitely one of the best gore movie! But for the weak heart-ed... Better dun lah okay? Mwahaha!!!!

So long!

Life thus far...

2009-09-05T21:05:00.000+08:00

Haha... Just had my first lessons of tuition today...

Really bring me back to the time when i was doing peer tutoring...

Schoolwork is finally beginning to pile up, and I'm still not in the mood to start studying... Shit.

Anyone got any good idea i can get into that mood? Cause my first test is coming up... and I feel so evil cause everyone else is studying haha...

Haven't got time off to watch Final Destination, maybe watching it on Monday with Al...

Looking forward to the Comex show that is coming up, so that I can FINALLY get that laptop... I must be the only pathetic soul around without a laptop and only have a stupid lousy laggy com... Can't wait1 Anyone got any good reco? You can volunteer to go to the show with me and get clawed to death by me! Haha...

James was jsut telling me today that if anyone wants to murder me, they just need to bring me to the butterfly kingdom... But I told him that is if that person dun get clawed to death by me first MWAHAHA!!!!

That's all for now... So long!

Random Thoughts.

2009-08-27T21:17:00.000+08:00

School was okay this week, I only had four lessons, and the highlight was the sociology examination lecture that was held today by the Britain Professor. Really interesting Woman...

Anyway... school life's boring as usual... So nothing new to update except that somehow my love, Choco Banana Pocky can't seems to be found anywhere, meanwhile, it's place has been temporarily taken by the lovely mini-cupcake from Crystal ade... Nice to look and nice to eat haha^^

So long peeps!

2009-08-23T23:36:00.000+08:00

I really fel like I'm getting old...=(

Recently... Images of the past just recent and lone gone keeps popping up in my mind... Primary school...Choir... Secondary school...Drama Club... Jc... Biz Club... And work... Some of the memories really make me smile unconsiously haha^^

18 and 3/4 of my life gone... And still Nothing to boast about except for my Best Debator Title in Sec 4 I think...

wad a Failure I am...

And she says our role model is barney

2009-08-21T13:33:00.002+08:00

Our sociology lecturer said that our role model is Barney and suddenly this song came into my mind haha...
I've never taken a liking to this purple dinosaur LOL...

I kick you
You kick me
We all go and kick Barney
With a great big kick and Barney's on the floor
No more purple dinosaur!!!=D

Rot In Pieces (R.I.P) Barney^^

School is FUN!

2009-08-17T13:59:00.000+08:00

Lol... At least it beats staying at home...

But I'm looking for an animal pencil case... You know that kind that have an animal head at the front and feels absolutely soft? The only one that I saw thus far was that of a Pug. 0_o

Anyone have any idea where I can get these cuties? Just leave a taggie! I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!!!!

I dun mind if anyone want to give it to me as a gift either MWAHAHA!!!!!!!

=P

2009-08-13T21:14:00.000+08:00

I was watching the news early on, and it was flooded with more news from Taiwan about the 灾情 in
小林村, where there were reportedly more than 600 people were buried alive. Previously, it was a small bustling town, vibrant with life. Just a single storm... Everything was flattened...

The power of natural disaster is really scary... Its Nature's revenge in a way...

May the Lord bless the people still buried underneath...

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2009-08-10T19:10:00.001+08:00

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I hate Indices

2009-08-05T21:43:00.000+08:00

Today was the third day of school, and its my much feared lecture, Mathematics 1.

I hate Indices in secondary school, in JC...

And I also hate Indices now.

Sigh...

I signed up for the SRC though, and hopefully I'll make it through the interview mwahaha...

So long Guys!

School is starting

2009-08-02T23:27:00.001+08:00

OMG!

SCHOOL IS STARTING TML!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

In Memory of Severus Snape

2009-08-01T00:09:00.000+08:00

I like heroes with no good ending...
People tend to rmb them more clearly, maybe out of sympathy...

Pity that Severus died in the end, but then again, wad kind of good ending can he have? The only woman that he loved his whole life married some other guy... Maybe it was better for him to go... He will meet her on the other world and I'm sure Lily will be grateful to him for helping to protect Harry Potter...

Rest in peace, Severus...
My favourite silent hero...

Severus Snape

2009-07-29T11:43:00.005+08:00

I suddenly realised how much I actually liked Snape in the Harry Potter series...
Espcially the Severus Snape played by Alan Rickman.
In fact, after giving it serious thoughts, Snape is actually my favourite character in the entire series!

You can never guess until the very last moment whether he was on the Death Eaters' side or Dumbledore's side. He killed Dumbledore for the better good of destroying Voldermort. He hates Lupin but still concocted the transformation potion for him. He hates Harry but still flared up when Dumbledore wanted to put Harry at risk. As quoted, he said, "You have used me. I have spied for you, lied for you, put myself in mortal danger for you. Everything was supposed to be to keep Lily Potter's son safe. Now you tell me you have been raising him like a pig for slaughter—"
Albus Dumbledore: "But this is touching, Severus. Have you grown to care for the boy, after all?"
— Snape and Dumbledore discuss Harry Potter's fate and Snape's promise to Dumbledore

Snape was an intensely private man who viewed emotional display as a sign of weakness. As an Occlumens, he was adept at concealing his thoughts and feelings, which allowed him to maintain a cold, collected demeanor. But still, he was prone to temper tantrums, especially when it came to Harry Potter. Snape also inevitably became furious whenever he was accused of cowardice.

"Fools who wear their hearts proudly on their sleeves, who cannot control their emotions, who wallow in sad memories and allow themselves to be provoked this easily – weak people, in other words – they stand no chance against his powers! You will find yourself easy prey for the Dark Lord!"
—Snape tries to get Harry to empty himself of emotion

I agree with Harry, who said that Snape was one of the bravest man. Despite his mean demeanor, he was an immensely brave, courageous man and had tremendous strength of character. Everything he did was motivated by his devotion to the memory of Lily Evans, who he loved from boyhood to death. He was a brave and loyal ally to the Order of the Phoenix and in his role as a double agent, took great personal risk in ensuring Harry's safety at the hands of Lord Voldemort. Dumbledore even remarked upon Snape's bravery, commenting that "sometimes I think we sort too soon." Snape also proved himself capable of pushing aside his grudges in extreme situations, such as when he saved Remus Lupin's life during the Battle Over Little Whinging and dutifully concocting the Wolfsbane Potion every month so that he could make his werewolf transformations safely.

"...he was probably the bravest man I ever knew."
—Harry Potter talking to his son, Albus Severus about Severus Snape

Severus Snape is also one of the best wizard in the entire HP series. For one, Snape had a talent and passion for the Dark Arts from a young age, and was especially proficient at curses. That's why he had always wanted to be a Defense against the Dark Arts teacher.

He was also a Master Potioneer. He specialized in Potion making, teaching the subject at Hogwarts as an adult and able to come up with innovative methods to achieve quicker and better results as a teenage student, as written in his old textbook that Harry found, which was named as the property of the Half Blood Prince.

Thirdly as a Spell Creator, Snape had a gift for creating new spells. Some of the spells he invented were Sectumsempra, the spell whcih will cause sword like injuries on the enemy. It was used on Draco Malfroy by Harry when attacked. The nonverbal Levicorpus and its counter-curse, Liberacorpus was also invented by Snape. Levicorpus is a jinx invented by Severus Snape under the guise of the Half-Blood Prince. It causes a victim to be hoisted into the air and dangle upside-down. It is better performed nonverbally.

Snape was accomplished in Occlumency and Legilimency; he was able to both protect his own thoughts and access the minds of others. In particular, his skill in Occlumency is very noteworthy, as he used it to hide his betrayal from Lord Voldemort, who was regarded as the most skilled Legilimens of all time.

Patronus Charm: Snape was the only known Death Eater that was able to produce a Patronus, which, like Lily Potter's, was a doe. The most likely reason for this is that Snape was not a loyal Death Eater, and that his unconditional love for Lily was stronger even than his practice of the Dark Arts.

"Snape's Patronus was a doe, the same as my mother's. Because he loved her for nearly all of his life."
—Harry Potter on Snape's lifelong love for Lily Evans

Snape was shown to be a talented duelist, able to hold off by himself (if only briefly) a group of three Hogwarts professors that included Pomona Sprout, former dueling champion Filius Flitwick and extremely powerful witch Minerva McGonagall. He assisted in a dueling club in 1992 with Gilderoy Lockhart, defeating and humiliating him with a single spell.

Snape is the only known wizard besides from Voldermort who could fly without the use of a broom. Snape also seems to have had a talent for healing, or at least counter-curses, as he helped save Katie Bell after she touched a cursed necklace, and Dumbledore after his mishap with Marvolo Gaunt's Ring. He also easily healed Draco when Harry used Sectumsempra on him, being the one who invented it.

The first potions class was one of my favourite scenes. Alan has fully captured the essense of Snape cool and aloof demeanor with just a few stares and expression. Definitely a talented actor! And I DO NOT care how old is he. Talented means talented!

Not to mention, Snape also have his cute moments... Look at this video. Its my all time favourite scene.

And this is one of the scenes where Severus Snape got the most lines. In fact, I think it is the only scene where he get more than 8 lines to say haha...

This one is so totally sexy haha... Snape I mean... Not Potter.

So in conclusion, pity he's too old haha... But he's still my favourite~~

My hair went chomp chomp.

2009-07-28T11:18:00.001+08:00

Yesterday, I finally went about getting my haircut at Chapter 2 @ Plaza Sing.

I actually struggled about whether to cut my hair or not as people who have known me knows that I really love my klong hair. But it was really getting quite bushy and troublesome to take care of... So I have to cut it I guess... Besides, I need to get a new harstyle for a new start at Uni mwahaha....

To see the new hairstyle... Go to my facebook^^ Dunno why cannot upload over here... The insert toolbar is gone from my template... Anyone knows why?

Heartache, Bodyache

2009-07-24T20:02:00.001+08:00

Already feeling better thank god...

But currently having a heartache because of the amount of money I had to pay for 5 miserable textbooks.

$264!

Can you believe it? A over two hundred bucks for 5 textbooks that are to be used for the first year! My god... Expensive sia...

Anyway, now that I have gotten my textbooks I can start studying for it...

I need to find tution assignments to pay for this expenses man, anyone got lobang?

Sick

2009-07-24T13:35:00.001+08:00

Fever...

Cough...

Slight Flu...

Please dun let it be H1N1...

Sigh.

Latest Happenings

2009-07-21T21:23:00.002+08:00

Hi people...

With school starting school I should be treasuring the free time that I have on hand now. But I don't have the mood to do anything! It's like 5 days in a week I need to go over to my grandma house. Maybe that's why I can't gather enough energy and perks to do anything.

I can't wait for the maid to come and maybe I dun have to go over so often...

I dun want school to start.

Public Love Announcement

2009-07-20T22:16:00.002+08:00

I solemnly declare that I am in love with...

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Pocky Choco Banana!

Its like even better than my previous love, the strawberry flavoured one...!!!

Mwahaha... And I've just joined www.ihatebutterflies.com
I'm just glad I'm not the only person with this phobia...

Ciao!

Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince

2009-07-16T23:20:00.004+08:00

Warning: Below is a personal review of Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince. So if you have not watched the movie and do not want spoilers, come back after you have seen the movie.

Today I went down to the premiere screening of Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince with Alison. I didn't read the book before so I didn't know what to expect in the movie except the Dumbledore died. (I didn't know how he died too).

I didn't particularly liked the starting of the movie. Instead of the usual setting, it started with total irrelevant things like Muggles, and attacks happening to them brought on by the Death Eaters. For a moment I thought I had entered the wrong theater as it seems like a scene out of War of the World or The Day After Tomorrow. Not that I didn't like it, but I would have preferred the setting in Uncle Vernon's house haha^^

Then it went on to Harry reading the Daily Prophet in a Muggle Cafe @ the subway. Urm... Like Harry had totally gone mad and have no regards for the Muggles knowing the magic world. Like nobody will think out of the ordinary when they see moving pictures on a newspaper. And he actually FLIRTED with the waitress. Like totally Oh My God. Since when did Harry become so flirtatious?

But there are also a couple of scenes that I especially liked. First up is the scene where Ron was trying out for the Keeper. Its like he was totally serious, and totally OVER geared up for it. And Harry was like having absolutely no ideas as to how to make the students keep quiet until Ginny screamed at them.

Second one was when Ron was playing Keeper during the try-out. He was like totally dunno what to do just anyhow block with all parts of his body haha... Hermione was very funny too when she tried to hide her concern for Ron as Lavender was basically sitting at the edge of her seat.

My favourite part was when Ron ganna the love potion that was meant for Harry... Especially the part where he claimed to be in love with that girl whoever she is and Harry replied, "You haven't even seen her!" and he was like, 'Yeah, maybe you can give us an introduction?". Haha... After they went to the Professor room to get Ron's curse lifted and he was like all over the Professor... And he even fell off the couch when he tried to sit down. And when he was finally up and going, he told Harry," Someday these girls are going to kill me!"

The next farni part was at the green house when Harry was about to go visit Hagrid and was stopped by the Professor. The professor stopped him with, "Harry!" in a very exasperated tone, and Harry replied," Professor!" in the same tone. Freaking hilarious^^

Last but not least. I hate it when Professor Dumbledore died~ I knew he was going to die, but in this manner?! Its like the first time I ever see him so helpless... At the cave where he was pleading Harry to not feed him the potion anymore, but he himself had previously instructed Harry to not listen to him... And the second time when he pleaded with Severus Snape to not kill him. Both time he was rejected, the latter causing his life. I hate it when he is portrayed to be so helpless.

And for me I think Malfroy performed well in this movie. He was able to bring forth every deniel, every confusion that the character was feeling. Espcially during the last part where he was instructed to kill Dumbledore but couldn't bare to say the killing curse. The denial, the torn feelings that he felt going over to the dark side, the remorse, the helplessness of the situation and the occasional evilness, he brought it all out with his eyes and his facial expressions. So the award of best acting I will give it to Malfroy this time instead of Harry. Way to go Draco!

The graphics in this movies were excellent with all the flying around and the breaking of the bridge. However, the lack of bright colours is a disappointment, making the movie a bit dull but it suits the solemness of this theme.

As a parting note, to Severus Snape: You pathetic excuse of a life, how can you bear to kill the very man who trusted you stupid Snape,? How could you bear to kill the man that believed in you when nobody else did? You evil and vile thing. You are now officially on my hate list while Draco is out of it. Vile creature...Grr.

And to Dumbledore, rest in peace my dear old Professor, you will always be remembered...*cries*

Hurtful comments still bugs.

2009-07-14T19:07:00.003+08:00

Why is it that when pretty girls get teased it is mean, but when the same thing happen to girls who are not the norm its plain funny?

Just because i laugh it off doesn't mean its okay and no damage is done.
I just dun want to say anything in front of others...
After-all I'm still a girl, and it will still hurt if it gets too far.
Once or twice I will laugh it off but some comments really hurt, though I will still laugh, they return to haunt me when I'm all alone...

Just because I keep quiet,
it doesn't mean I'm fine...

Just to share

2009-07-13T09:50:00.002+08:00

Nothing much to say actually...

School is starting soon and I'm more or less prepared...
Clothes, shoes and bag settled...
Just a new hairstyle, maybe a new pair of spectacles and LOTS of weight to lose.

I was flipping through the newspapers today and came across this article that I would like to share with all those who haven't seen it.

I forgot which country that this happened in, but this guy was given two Japanese chickens by his friend. They named the rooster "Micheal" and the hen "Aicy". This cute couple went on to have a couple of chicks. Micheal, having not seen any other chickens, was said to have mistaken the guy's wake up calls for his son for the usual "Koo Koo Koo" and had ever since been calling the son's name at sunrise every morning.

But the touchy part of this story is that when Aicy was bitten to death one day by a big dog, poor Micheal was there to witness the poor mutilated body of his beloved wife. After that, he was said to have gotten into depression and dropped all his colourful tail feathers. Now, he's playing the role of a mother to his children by making the bed and hoisting them off to sleep at night.

Touching right? Even chickens are so devoted... Wonder what's wrong with humans, the supposedly "Superior" beings...

Ciao.

I love my sisters

2009-07-11T00:30:00.003+08:00

Tonight, I had dinner with my Good sisters that I haven't met up for a long time. After dinner, we just sat around macs and chat about old times. We had known each other since primary school and I really had a great time looking back at all the things we went through. Together we played super games, chased each other around during recess, got branded bad kids by the same teacher that firmly believe that we were bullying ithers when it is actually the other way around. I still remember what happened to me in primary school.

My bag was thrown into the boys toilet, I was threatened, they poured things over my bags... Everytime when they got too far I would run away crying, and my these two friends will always stick by me. Xinyi would comfort me while brave Si Han would confront the stupid boys for me... Actually thinking back, if I was the me that I am now, those boys would have a terrible time...
Haha!!!

I really missed the good old days where things were just really simple... Its either a yes or a no, and what you see is what you get. But the adult world is like totally different with all the trickery, masks and deceptions, and I'm already halfway into it haha^^

But I'm really thankful for my good sisters, and I believe that no matter which future path that I take, we will always be around for each other. LOVE YOU GIRLS!!!!

有一种爱叫做放手

2009-07-08T08:53:00.001+08:00

我学会了勉强只会委屈自己.

我学会了委屈求全只会让双方痛苦.

我学会了放手也是一种爱.

我学会了离开也是一种祝福.

我学会了喜欢并不需要占有.

我学会了有时侯, 就算你还是放不下那个人. 如果你不懂得如何去爱他, 还是放手让别人去爱他比较适当.

我学会了有缘无分.

我学会了有缘有分, 当相逢得不是时候.

我学会了暗恋也是一种酸酸甜甜的滋味.

我学会了成长.

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<有一种爱叫做放手>

如果两个人的天堂
像是温馨的墙
囚禁你的梦想
幸福是否象是一扇铁窗
候鸟失去了南方

如果你对天空向往
渴望一双翅膀
放手让你飞翔
你的羽翼不该伴随玫瑰
听从凋谢的时光

浪漫如果变成了牵绊
我愿为你选择回到孤单
缠绵如果变成了锁链
抛开诺言

有一种爱叫做放手
为爱放弃天长地久
我们相守若让你付出所有
让真爱带我走

有一种爱叫做放手
为爱结束天长地久
我的离去若让你拥有所有
让真爱带我走说分手

为了你失去你
狠心扮演伤害你
为了你离开你
永远不分的离去

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FOD

2009-07-07T20:48:00.002+08:00

Today was the Freshmen Orientation Day of SIM-UOL.

I actually went there with the belief that it will be a terrible day. Ive always hated orientations and camps since young. Maybe its because I lack confidence in myself. I dun like the feeling of everyone's attention on you when you can't complete a game and the whole team has to take the forfeit with you. I hate the trust games the most as I dun think anybody can ever take my weight. Most importantly, I hate making a fool out of myself.

But the orientation today was really nothing like I expected. I have initially told Alison that we would go hide in the toilet when the time came to play games. However, when that time came, I was enjoying myself such that I have no intention of going to the toilet to hide at all.

The day started with me and Alison meeting up in the morning @ 7am to squeeze with all the CJC peeps on bus 105, followed by bus 151. We reached SIM like super early @7.45am (I'm sorry for my miscalculation Alison.) Haha... So we just went about walking around, trying to find the exact location of the orientation. We got stuck somewhere between lecture hall 4.20 (we were supposed to go to 4.02) and I was seriously considering whether she made a mistake in the location as we can't seem to locate 4.02.

It was then that we met Pei Yee, and she asked if she could just join us since she was all alone. so the three of us went in together. The grouping for orientation was simple. we were seated into rows, and every three rows were one group. By some sort of fate, Mr Twenty-One and I were put into the same group even though we were standing REALLY far apart^^(I was at the front and he was at the back with his friend.)

The first game that we played in our OG was the chain name calling games. It was a nice change from Whacko as it was introduction minus the competition, which removes most of the fun, but made it easier to remember the names.

The next few games were rather fun too. We played things like "我是船长", and "Hunter, Fire, Earthquake", and there's even a "Elephant, Coconut and Superman" game that got the guys SUPER high. I give the credits to the coconut action which involves some shaking of the butts haha^^

In the later part of the day, we went on something like an Amazing Race that involved some really embarrassing games. First up was the extended version of Twister, where we were made to stand guy-girl style and hold hands. The game court had pieces of paper taped to it each with a alphabet on it. Then someone have to choose a word card and we were to form a human chain and step on the alphabet forming the words one by one. The game eventually became fun as everyone got into the court and it became squeezy mwahaha...

The next one was this game that the whole team have to squeeze onto a couple of chairs and move forward while chairs are removed from the back and moved to the front. it didn't help much that I took up quite a lot of space=( I was like totally SQUASHED between two guys and you better believe it was damn embarrassing.

Overall it was nice lah.... Now. What CCA should I take up? Mwahaa... So long guys!

2009-07-01T19:20:00.004+08:00

Yesterday was my last day at work... We had been splitted into two groups because of the H1N1 thing so I didn't get to say a proper goodbye to everyone! Thank god for post-it notes! Mwahaha... Anyway, thinking back, 5 months passed by really fast! I can still remember my first month into my job, when everything and everyone was still new to me... 5 months later, I'm already very comfortable with everyone and everything, but it was already time to move on...

Sigh.

After work yesterday, the whole group of us went out to eat. Initially, it was to be a temp staff night, but when the time came, another two of the perm staff joined us. But the mood was still as jovial as these two perm staff hang out with us quite often too. So the whole outing included Hong Yun, Cheng Yang, Mei Wei, Wei Ying, Vincent, Alvin and of course, Mi~~>.<

Our dinner was at Sakae Sushi @ Harbor Front Centre. We couldn't decide whether to go for main courses or side dishes so we decided to just order what we each felt like eating. The common choice was sashimi so we ordered like two plates of salmon, and some other dishes that were strongly recommended by Mei Wei.

My order: Chicken Teriyaki Ramen and salmon
My views: I think Ajisen one is nicer>.< The salmon rocks!

Wei Ying's order: Sides of salmon and more salmon...
What i feel could be her view: Too much salmon already. She got tired of it...

Hong Yun's order: A bit of everything.
What i feel could be his view: he was concentrating too much on the wasabi^^

Mei Wei Order: Sunshine maki, some cooked salmon thing, some prawn thing, and more salmon
What i feel could be her view: She loves everything, although her allergy worked up because of the prawn haha...

Alvin order: Some kind of bento
What i feel could be his view: I never see him eat so I also dunno haha...

Cheng Yang's order: Some beef Udon and salmon + sunshine maki
What i feel could be his view: His face is as usual, his mood is as usual(nv talk much), so i guess the food is as usual^^>.<

Vincent's order: some beef thing with some fried thing and miso soup~~
What i feel could be his view: From what I saw he was either really hungry, or the food was really good^^

And today... I was prepared to sleep in late cause no work~~~
BUT DAMN.
I woke up at 8am...

>.<

Play around on my computer a bit...
Then in the afternoon went to hand in time sheets and went to Bishan library on my way as well.
Did you guys know from now on we can borrow 6 books from now on?
I didn't. And I was pleasantly surprised!

I borrow 12 of my Chinese books mwahaha...
Come to think of it, I think I had gone mad then haha^^

Okie!
Off to read my books now!

So long people!

2009-06-29T20:44:00.001+08:00

我喜欢他爽朗的笑声,
常让我在寂寞时想起也会会心一笑,
孤独也会随之而去.

可是,
今天我却选择了孤单.

因为我不想看到他们在一起.
不是嫉妒, 而是他对我是否跟着一副漠不关心的样子令我难一释怀.
一路上我反复地听着Tank的全世界都停电和罗志祥的爱转角...
投入在歌词里... 一个是我现在的心情... 一个说的是我想对他说的话...

或许会有人笑我活该, 放弃了那个爱我的他...
但是我没有后悔.
因为霸占着一个他爱我比我爱他多的人, 对双方都不公平.
况且...
与其无味地被爱着,
我宁可选择现在这暗恋甜蜜的痛楚...

过去的五个月, 我学会了很多...
五个月的时间, 有两个人走进了我的世界.
一个虽然伤我伤的很深,
但是痛却散得很快...
第二个则是慢慢地...
慢慢地走了进来.
连我自己刚开始时都没有发现...
当发现时...
已经好喜欢, 好喜欢了...

至少...
这两个人真的让我成长了许多...
一个将会是一辈子回忆...
而另一个或许还言之过早吧?
只想说...
随缘吧...
我...
不再强求什么了...

2009-06-28T23:18:00.002+08:00

Someone in my office has been quarantined for the now 'hot' H1N1 virus. Apparently her sister had caught it and I'm really surprised that the rest of us weren't quarantined as well^^ Can't imagine how the company is going to run if the entire group of us gets quarantined... Mwahaa... Most likely have to divert calls work from home^^

Anyway... My supervisor was super 'cute' that day. I was telling him how I couldn't call a customer back because the number was like silence all the way when i dialed. There was no engaged tone no connection tone nothing! And he was like:

Him: You may want to do a check on it...
I: Oh, and find the right number is it?
Him: No... I mean, the number may be right...
I: No lah, I call a lot of times already...
Him: I'm saying that maybe it's just that the order is taken down incorrectly...

Urm...
Hello?
Isn't that...
An invalid number?
What's the bloody difference? 0_o

Anyway... That wasn't the only cute thing that happened. His short forms are also like...0_o. And the worse thing is that he expects me to understand it. Like he sms-ed me a short form the other day that was "rptg". The first thing that came to my mind was "Role Playing Game". End up it was "reporting". My goodness... Is it that I'm losing contact with this modern world, or is he out of contact?

Anyway, I was just thinking the other day. Why are there racism in the world? Why can't people just live in peace with each other? Isn't it nice if we dun have to lock our door regardless if we are n the house or not? Wouldn't it be nice if you just opened the door one day and your neighbour comes up to you with maybe fresh pancakes for you breakfast or flowers for your vases?

Apparent;y if you do that nowadays, they would probably think that the pancakes are poisoned or going to expire soon. Sigh... Just where has human trust gone? Its like in Africa, those people living in tribes dun even know what does a lock looks like. They care and love and trust each other just because they are born in the same village.

Well... In my opinion, all of us are like one big family. We're all born in the same wold! doesn't that make us the same family? Why must we kill each other? And why is it right for us to kill the animals but wrong for the animals to kill us? What gives human the rights to decide what's right and what's wrong?

All these I will ponder as soon as I have the time to... Hopefully I can come up with an explaination...

By the way, i've updated my profile with the Wish-list and movies section haha^^

2009-06-21T22:48:00.002+08:00

当两个人一个进，一个退。
就没有进一步发展的空间。

是其中一者想得太多，
还是另一者正犹豫着什么？

无论如何，
这种两人之间的暧昧
还真是种煎熬啊。。。

果真，
问世间情为何物，
只叫人生死相许。。。

2009-06-18T21:14:00.007+08:00

Ystd I went down to SIM to hand in the application fee.

On my way back, i was left in an isolated bus-stop to wait for a bus home by Service 52. It was getting dark and I was getting really scared. Anyway 93 came before it got really dark so it was fine. The next day, which was today, I went back to NY to collect my A-Level cert. As I need to bring down the cert to RELC later in the afternoon, I got the office staff to photocopy a set of it. The staff went to certify it some more... My god.

Since RELC was beside Shangri-La, we went there to have lunch and to celebrate my father's bdae^^

After that, we went down to Renci to visit my grandmother, who was there for physiotherapy. And it was there that I caught some really gorgeous scenery that I never imagined I would see at a nursing home...Here is to here with all you guys out there^^

2009-06-16T16:07:00.003+08:00

I'VE GOTTEN MY SIM ACCEPTANCE!!!!!
Haha... no more waiting so happy^^

But I heard from my friend that SIM will be a very lonely place to study in as everybody would have gotten themselves a clique by the time we get in... I'm so scared=( I'm terrified of lonelines...

Anyway, ystd after work me and Cheng Yang went over to the JTC building that was like SUPER huge to hand in the timesheets... Not to mention it was quite a walk for me from the MRT. (Eh, forgive me can? I was wearing two inch heels and those jagged stones on the road weren't much help.)

The Recruit Express was on the 30th floor, and we had to exchange for a pass to get in. Man, you guys should have seen the security guard's face when i handed over my student pass... LOL... he was like stare-at-pass-star-at-face~ing lol...

Anyway, when i got into the lift, I was telling Cheng Yang how I didn't dare to look out of the lift at the bugis library and he was like "YOU HAVE HEIGHTS?!" -_-|||

Thanks a lot ah, Cheng Yang. Thanks a lot man.

But we were only halfway up and my ears were already blocked. My god... Luckily I've never taken a plane before... MWAHAHA... But the lift was okay lah... Quite fast... can't imagine how long it will take for my house that kind of lift to reach 30 floor man...

Mwahaha... What happened next I shan't say much lah... But before I end off, here three cheers to Cheng Yang MEGA-WATT-ESCALATOR-STOPPING smile!

hip hip hurray!!

hip hip HURRAY!!!!

HIP HIP HURRAY!!!!!!!

Cheng Yang, I know you will see this so =D

PS: He's so gonna kill me... HAHA

2009-06-13T10:18:00.002+08:00

Have you guys ever tried saying something then regretted that you said it?

Well,

I did.

And it costed me a friendship.

And if it ever happened to you, the little naggy feeling tugging at your heart is really frusrating.

From this incident, it suddenly dawned to me that I am no longer in the protected sphere of school-life where these arguments will just blow over in a few days, nor is it just a "I dun want to friend you anymore" kind of primary school arguments It seems like the older one get, the more serious these kind of arguments get.

It suddenly dawned on me that from now on, I should learn to hold my tongue and keep those harmless little jokes to myself or to minimum. Some of it will help to boost a friendship, but too much of it will destroy the very same thing.

Maybe these types of harmless little jokes will only be forgotten easily when you had known the person like forever, and when you just know the person like for a few months, hold your bloody tongue or it will compile.

Gone are the days when you can just suan each other and it will be laughed off and forgotten. Because for some people, these harmless little comments means the whole world. It will light up the fuse of the bomb that will eventually blow the friendship to bits and pieces and you will never be able to piece it together again.

I'll just like to say,

I'm sorry, my friend...

2009-06-11T21:49:00.001+08:00

我是个笨蛋
明知道人家不喜欢我，
却还是守着那不可能的心动。。。

2009-06-02T21:10:00.002+08:00

Why was i stupid enough to ever hope that he would like me the tiniest whiniest bit? I should have known that he couldn't have, wouldn't have, most likely will never ever even look at me for one more sec. Apparently i thought he did, and i was silly enough to believe what I thought I saw.

Well... He's just his name suggest the wild and boundless body of fluid and i'm just dull as a piece of ragged cloth. Wow.

From now on, i'll be a cat. Or at least i will try to be a cat. Apparently they learnt a long time ago not to be the first party to show affection as when the affection comes to an end, it will be the first party who will be more hurt. Why bother adding more hurt to my already full heart?

Don't ever believe in the incredible "good" luck that life may ever give you.It is to lure you further so the fall down will hurt more.

Well life, guess what?

Give me your best shot,

Cause...

I don't wanna care anymore.

Give me

2009-05-31T08:45:00.002+08:00

Here's a thanks to Alvin for bringing us out last night!!!
Well... here was what happened last night.

Finishing work at 2pm yesterday, me and ChengYang went to meet up with the others for lunch. Alvin came down as well, and we had a great and funny lunch at Subway. Then he suggested that we go out together, so there were a lot of brainstorm on our part, excluding ChengYang who was basically like, blanking out...0_o

So we ended up taking the MRT down to Bouna Vista at which we alighted and went over to the coffee bean over at Holland v for a coffee. I ordered ice Belgium Chocolate Latte which basically tasted like a super thick coffee with no hint of chocolate so i dun understand why do they call it iced Belgium Chocolate Latte...0_o

We talked all the way until 7++ in the evening and then we thought of going down to orchard so we went to take a bus. Thanks to Hongyun who directed us up the wrong bus, We ended up at 老巴刹, where we went for satay...^^

Then, after that we went to walk around a little as Alvin brought us to "see the world"...Well... the night was still young so actually there wasn't much to see lah... So after walking around a bit, we settled down for some drinks at this place which i didn't catch the name.

Well... Alvin then ordered some drinks for us... I got Baylis(I dunno how to spell la..)that ladies drink that wasn't really to my liking...And the others had "Sex on the beach" or something like that lah... So i sat there listening to them talk, drinking... feeling the heat rush as the drink went down my throat into my stomach for the first time in my life... Alvin was telling us very interesing things that is not suitable for mass audiences so i shan't put it here... But we ended the night with vodka lime and hong yun had this "Magaret" or something like that...Personally, i liked the vodka lime a lot better(whoops)

Overall, it was a really enjoyable night although i got into deep trouble when i reached home like 12++ and my mum was like FUMING... Shit... But it was worth the trouble that i got into...

Once again, THANKS ALVIN^^

Seeya guys..

PS: I didn't get a hangover... MWAHAHA

2009-05-24T09:43:00.002+08:00

Hi People!

Sorry i ain't got the time to update lately...

I've alraedy recieved the rejection letter from NTU... Kinda expected... BUt still very sad to see it coming...

My ever cute grandmother Her Majesty is in the hospital after falling down on tues...

Apparently there wasn't any fractures but she couldn't walk and complained of this pain in her knees so they are keeping her for observation...

The first night she was okay, except that when they pushed her in for the hip x-ray, she started screaming for my aunt to help her as she said there were people trying to strangle her to death...-.-

Then she told my aunt that she was in the temple and saw somebody selling fried kway teow... double -.-

Then last night, she started saying that she was in the temple, and there were people around, chanting prayers... -.- until cannot -.- anymore...

Then comes the ultimate one:
She called my aunt in the middle of the night, telling her, "COME SAVE ME!!! THEY ARE TRYING TO BURY ME!!!! BOO HOO HOO... I'M GOING TO DIE TONGIHT! I'M GOING TO DIE TONIGHT!" She woke the entire hospital up.

But I can understand her fear... Hospitals can be really scary at night... especially if there is no one there with you...

"I pray for the fast recovery of my grandmother Lord, bless her with Your holy light. In Jesus name, Amen."

2009-05-18T09:46:00.002+08:00

I HAVE HAD ENOUGH!

Fine.

Mummy, I'm sorry i ate too much until I'm like a swollen balloon.

Daddy, I'm sorry I didn't study hard enough for A-levels and didn't get good enough results to get early replies from ANY universities.

God, I'm sorry my family is anti-christ.

Friends, I'm sorry that I didn't first hand inform you all and generate a full report on why I broke up with him.

Him, I'm sorry you're not the one that initiated it.

Anyone whom I have ever liked before, I'm sorry I didn't realised I'm not good enough for all you young masters.

Relatives, I'm sorry I ain't as outstanding as any of your children.

Strangers, I'm sorry I haven't met you.

People whom I will meet in the future, I'm sorry in advance in any way I may piss you off

I just have a talent of messing up my own life...

HAPPY?!

Now just leave me alone...

So alone...

2009-05-16T18:11:00.003+08:00

Mission Buy-New-Shoes failed.
Can't find any to mi fancy...
Sigh.

I was on the train just now, and there was this pair of girls beside me, talking loudly. The conversation was like "How to tell if someone likes you?". And I was like..."Good Point...". Actually I also dunno. What would some one do if some one likes another one?

Treat the person better bah?
But also very vague lei...
If you treat the person better, the person might not get the point,
which bring me to another question. If you like the person, do you have to let the person know you like him or her?

I mean... If you like the person, there's a possibility that the person might like you too right? But wat if the person dun like you... I mean, if you go, "Hey, I like you." But the person goes, "I'm sorry I don't."...

Biang eh...
Crushed sia...

Hmm... but if you don't say anything... Nobody will know anything!!! My God... This is so confusing...

Anyway, back to the girls, so one of them was saying, "Dunno whether he like me a not leh... He like say he don't want to be involved... But he like so nice to me..." And I was thinking... "Hello girl, nice to you means like you meh?" And she continues, "But then hor... The other one like me but I don't like him lei... Should I accept him a not?" And I was like, "Don't like him accept for what?" Eventually, they reached a conclusion that the guy most probably likes her and they moved on to talk about some korean star...

Sometimes, I really envy those people who will have people liking them wherever they go... It must be a nice feeling, knowing that some one has a crush on you...

Will I ever be loved again?

2009-05-14T13:45:00.003+08:00

Hi Guys!

Sorry for the late update but the light in my study room has fused and I cannot use my computer to update my blog=( sad as hell...

Anyway, we went for Horseman last night, but I think its not gory enough... The whole movie is kinda predictable... Actually won't encourage you to watch lah... Looking forward to night at meusum haha

2009-05-13T09:41:00.002+08:00

Yesterday after work I went out with my collegues to have dinner!

We went to Vivo as it is the nearest to our office at Science Park 2. At first we wanted to eat Thai Express as Cheng Yang suggested. However, we end up eating Thai Accents at the second floor instead.

Okay lah... The food is so so... But the view is superb! It's like overlooking the entire habour(The part of the sea outside Vivo) We had like rice and dishes, after that desserts: Mango Sticky Rice and Sweet Tapioca

After that we went to shop around a little... Like walk around... And our final stop was Sweet Recipe! We ordered four cakes and shared them among the 4 of us. The order includes: Marble Cheese, Americano, Chocolate Indulgences and Chocolate Banana. I didn't like the Americano as there is not much taste but the biscuit at the bottom is nice. The Marble Cheese is nice, but I don't like the oat biscuit...I think my favourite cake will be one with the cake of the Marble Cheese, with the biscuit of the Americano and the chocolate layer on Chocolate Indulgence... Mwahahaa...

I will be watching Horseman tonight and look out for my review!!!

2009-05-11T09:35:00.003+08:00

Last night i watched Charlie and the Chocolate Factory... OMG! Willy Wonka is like so CUTE!!!!

Personally, i feel that the kids who have gotten the golden tickets each represent one side of human.

The fat boy who fell into the chocolate river represents greed, as well as selfishness. He fell into the river because he was greedy for chocolate, and when Charlie said that he would like some chocolate when the fat boy offered him, he said, "Then you should bring some yourself." How often do we find ourself in this kind of situation? Holding on to things that we already have such that others can't have it? When we go to buffet, I always see people chiong for the items which are small in quantity, and the items the are expensives. I don't understand, shouldn't you eat items that you like? Why must we choose the food that we don't like just because they are expensive?

The same applies for a relationship. As the saying goes, it's always better to be loved than to love. But isn't it very unfair to the side that loves you more than anything in the world thinking that you're feeling the same for him but in fact you aren't? I've read across somewhere that if you don't love a person, let the person goes so others can love him or her. If you love a person but the person don't love you, let go of the person as well.

Next, the little girl who keeps chewing gums represents pride. She is proud of her acheivements, too proud in fact. Too full of herself, like many others in the world, who eventually get themselves into one trouble or another.

The rich spoilt girl is also a reflection of greed and self-centredness of some people in the society. Many a time we find ourselves wanting things, and desire others when we finaly get what we want. The greed of man is never ending, the list always continuing.

The boy hooked onto television reflects stubborness. How many times do we find ourselves face to face with a stubborn person? Stubborness leads to downfall eventually as these people tends to do things their own way even though it may not be the smartest way, or even worse, the wrong way.

LAst but not least, our dear Charlie reflects kindness, love and thoughtfulness, things long gone in the society. What happened to the times where people can jsut leave their doors unlocked, without having to worry about burglers? What happened to the times where kids can just run free in the streets, whithout having to worry about bad people trying to do harm to them? How about times where people just smile to total strangers without having to feel like an idiot?

With progess, comes the loss of virtues...

Lost

2009-05-06T10:44:00.002+08:00

My mood theme for now will be "Winterwood" until further notice.

Why winterwood you may ask.

Well, imagine a tree in winter. How would it feel?

Lonely?

Cold?

Bare?

Lost?

That's exactly how i feel now.
Dun ask me why,
perhaps its because everything seems so bleak...

I've haven't had any replies from anywhere,
even the supposedly easy-to-get-into NIE hasn't got back to me...
Seems like everyone around me has already gotten their replies except for me...
I'm not harbouring much hope...
I simply dun dare to...
I've learnt the hard way that the higher your hopes, the worse the fall.

Well, my backup plan at Uni Global UOL seems just as bleak as I was told that its a first come first serve basis. I've only applied like on Monday, when my supervisor at work drove me down specially during lunch time.

A lot of people have already received replies from SIM, meaning there isn't much space left for me... Well... If i can't get in, i have three choices:
1) Continue working till Jan and apply for RMIT Jan 2010 intake which closes application at 1 Oct.
2) Continue working and then wait for UOL next year's intake and APPLY EARLY.
3) Go kill myself.

I can't decide between 1 and 2...

My friend told me not to worry as God has plans for us all. Well, tell me the plans before i lose my sanity...

Shine Your holy light upon me and guide me out of the darkness...

Amen.

2009-05-03T09:01:00.002+08:00

烦啊！烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦

Haven't got any replies from anywhere.
Good God, I feel so abandoned...
What if I'm rejected everywhere?
What if even NIE also dun want mi?

What if NIE and SIM accept me at the same time?
Even worse,
What if both dun accept mi?

Why did I allow miself to fall into such a situation?
Amanda asked mi not to worry cause the Lord has plans for us all...
In that case,
Lord, can you give mi a tinny winny hint about what plans do You have for mi?
Sigh...
Failure in life...

2009-05-01T21:18:00.002+08:00

Hi People!

How was your day today? Mine was spent at mi granny's house(as usual)
But something farni happened
I helped my aunt cook dinner for my granny and grandad, then when I put the vege into the wok, VIOLA! It caught on fire... =(

BUT!
BUT but,
the final result is quite nice!
It has those zi cha taste!
Mwahaha...

I'm so proud of miself^^

2009-04-29T23:19:00.004+08:00

Hi Guys!

Just came back from watching X-Men Origin: Wolverine with my collegues.

My review is: A fantastic movie!
I Simply love it!
The effect was great,
the actors and actresses were great,
the storyline was fantastic!

Actually nothing much occurred lately... There was only 2 major happenings, one was the Shangri La buffet, the other one was Andrew's 'engagement' party...Lol

The Shangri La buffet will be a feast for seafood lovers, the oysters were really fresh, and the prawns were HUGE! There were crabs as well, but as you guys know, I'm not a seafood person.

The only seafood I took was the sashimi. Oh My God. The sashimi was BRILLIANT!!!! It was chewy and soft! I could taste the sea! The next dish i took was the roti- prata which was okay.. I had my eyes on the choco fondue and cake stand the moment I stepped into the place, i it did not disappoint mi! It was overall quite a treat!

As for Andrew's 'engagement' party, my favourite was Amanda's secret recipe cheesecake! It's so yummy she can open a shop! I wonder where I can get another slice... Mwahaha...

The 'engagement' started with a prize presentation and ended with some bondind games... After that the rest of us went home...AH. Photos Time!!!! Here are my collegues: CUTE ChengYang, Pretty Mei Wei, and baker Amanda!

Really Tired...

2009-04-16T23:04:00.003+08:00

Aloha GUYS!!!!!

Have been working till late night lately cause there is really a lot of things to be done...

Finally today I was able to leave a bit earlier and actually see the sun!

Haha... Nothing much happened lately... Just that I finally managed to find the patience to paint my nails white...

Been to Pasir Panjang Hill Brethren Church's Blast Party last sat, it was rather fun actually, though i didn't really join in...

But I realised though i am an attention seeker, I only like to seek the attention of people i know, but if i get the attention of total strangers, i feel like poking my head into a hole so they won't see me... Seriously, don't you feel like an alien?

Ah well... Anyway, here's a thanks to WeiRen for inviting mi to his church!!! Will update you guys on my life once there is an update^^

Ciao!

2009-03-22T08:12:00.003+08:00

Life has been sucky and great lately. Firstly, its sucky because I'm facing the worse thing in my entire life- Trying to make a important decision tat will affect mi whole life! I'm going to choose which course to take at uni with not much choices on hand. Aniwae, after much consideration, mi royal highness have decided. Mi shall be a Chinese Teacher! Yup. After wishing to get out of school for near 12 years of mi life, mi have decided mi is going back to school for the rest of mi life. What the freaking hell is wrong with mi?!!!!!

I'm going into teaching because mi like teaching others. I want to become the kind of teacher i wish my Chinese teachers were, funky and cool like Bloody Mary, and not boring like beer. Sigh...Wish mi luck guys.

Secondly, mi is happy because mi is now the proud owner of a Ipod Touch!!!! Freaking cost me near $500 in value of dough, but i guess its better than splurging $800 on a Kate Spade(or something along this spelling) nag. Mi is sorry, I'm just not brand conscious.A bag is a bag as long as it help you carry things. mi see no diff in a %10 one and a $800 one. Mi rather splurge on gadget. Just call mi weird.

People like clothes, bags... For mi, mi is into Ballerinas! You know those flat shes that looks so cute!!! Yuppie! Mi have near 5 pairs of Ballerinas in mi shoes cupboard! i mean they look cute and can be worn with practically any outfit... if anyone has a good deal on them, inform mi okay?

As for work... its not that bad lah... i always didn't know that one can use more that 8 f-words in a sentence that has less than 20 words... well, one user that called mi on Friday proved that he could! and I'm not surprised...

Ah well... will update more when i have something interesting going on... So Long!^^

New craze

2009-01-30T22:32:00.007+08:00

Hi people! I'm starting my job on coming Monday!!!

So happy... Can finally get a job...
Life's like that. You don't work, you don't have money to play.
If you work, you don't have time to play...

So in my few days of freedom... I'll like to share my new craze... NAIL ART!!!
here is my two first attempts... Please leave your comments regarding them!

Those aren't my feet by the way...

Another thing... I just find the Peranakan styles so GORGEOUS!! Not because of the Channel 8 show little Nyonya but they are so pretty and exquisite!!! Don't you all think so too?

Clouds are pretty too!!! They are like giant magicians of nature! Sometimes, when you're bored... looking at the different shapes of the clouds can just entertain you for hours! I even once saw a panda up in the sky... But i lost that photo together with my old phone...If not I'll share it with you guys... Sometimes, the image don't show up immediately... BUt it may appear different other days when you look at it!

I love to go around taking photos of the nature...It's so beautiful... Here are some of the cloud photos i took.

I feel that this particular one looks like a alien! Don't you all feels so? The small hole in the cloud looks like an eye...

Guys

2009-01-11T15:03:00.003+08:00

Hi world! Its me again!

My latest craze: Magic Tricks.

Yup... Lol... It came after watching 綜藝大哥大之大魔鏡...

My favourite contestant is 李冠志... He got the talent, he got the voice, and he also got the face!!!!!

Yes... I was like staring at the screen when he first came on... And i was watching with my friend, so when he ca,e on, my friend was like, "Eh! Your type Sia!" And then ashe saw ,e staring, and she added, "I see that you've noticed." Haha...

I LOVE his dressing sense, and its exactly the type that will make me go jelly-leg... Sort of a casual suit with elaborated accessories, exactly the kind of look I think guys look GREAT in...

He's very funny and he has great finger skills... I think you guys should check him out...

Happy New Year

2009-01-02T16:17:00.004+08:00

Happy 2009 everyone!!!

I bet that LOTS of people will get married on 9th September this year!... Lol...

How did you guys spend your past two days?
Well... My pre-new year and new year were spent at my aunt's house.

Being a nurse.

Taking care of my grandparents so that she can go get a breather.

Really... The elderly can be so cute! They can ask you a question, then forget that they ask you the question and ask you the question again in just a few minutes. My grandmother does that all the time, but she rephrases her questions.

1st Try: "Do you need me to sleep with you?"

2nd try (in just 5 minutes): "Do you need some one to sleep with you? I can sleep with you!"

3rd try: "If you can't sleep alone, i can sleep with you!"

4th try: "Maybe you don't dare to sleep alone. Want me to come over?"

5th try: "Do you dare to sleep alone? Maybe..."(at this point i interrupted and said it was REALLY okay)

See? I just LOVE my grandmother!!!!!^^

Then this morning, just when i board the bus home, i heard my card beep once instead of the usual twice. Maybe it was because i didn't celebrate the new year, so it didn't hit me until then that it was 2009, and I am officially out of the "beep beep" group, and has joined the "beep" group.

Goodness me...

So that's it!

A new year...
A new start...

My new year wish is that there will be a ceasefire in Gaza real soon, so the people there can enjoy the start of the new year 2009.

My second wish... Get good enough grades for A's so i can get into my dream course, Psychology in FASS, NUS...

Sigh... kind of tough actually...

Have a great year everybody!!!

薇琳说：

“新年新希望，愿偶的。。。（深吸一口气）。。。爸爸，妈妈，表哥，表姐，堂哥，堂姐，阿姨，叔叔，伯伯，婶婶，外公，外婆，好朋友，坏朋友，已经认识的朋友，还没认识的朋友，未来将会认识的朋友，未来不会认识的朋友，没有机会见面的朋友，天天见面的朋友，注定不会遇见的朋友，会成为好朋友的朋友，会翻脸不认朋友的朋友，生命中的路人甲乙丙丁，过去的老师，未来的老师。。。

（喘）

喔！好多人哦。。。

总之。。。大家一定要健健康康直到永远哦！！！”

^^

Bored

2008-12-30T22:53:00.004+08:00

Hmm...

Life's still going on...
Haven't been able to find a job...
BUt still... done a couple of useless things lately...

Designed a three storey house complete with a garage, a greenhouse, and a on-site ice rink. Looks nice actually... Lol... I must have a thing for designing... Will try to upload some of the snapshots next time...

I've also been playing another designing game "Home Sweet Home"... Did a living rom, a basement, and a kitchen... They're below, sroll down If you dare... Wahahaha....

Okay... I'm going to sleep now... Night world!

Night...

白痴问卷

2008-12-19T21:03:00.002+08:00

Found this questionnaire online... Found it quite cute... So here's my attempt...

1.我的全名：呉鈞塋
2.別人怎麼叫我：Khun Ying/Naka/希望往后人家会叫我薇琳吧？
3.我目前的狀態：闷到快发霉了
4.寫這份問卷調查的日期：2008/12/19
5.身長：讨厌。。。干嘛问人家这么敏感的问题啊？168啦。。。
6.頓位：什么东东啊？0—o
7.血的類型：A型...如果我没记错的话。。。
8.星座是啥：天蝎女孩！
9.身分證上的性別：杂博啦。。。
10.用什麼交通工具移動方位：有轮子的都可以。。。
11.打工次數：2次吧...超少的。。。
12.耳洞:一对啊。。。怕痛只敢刺一次。。。
13.熱愛的唱片：问我讨厌什么比较快吧。。。
14.熱愛的八點檔：我这儿流行7/9点档。。。
15.熱愛的書：好多喔。。。大多都是鬼的啦。。。
16.熱愛的電影：喜劇片，特异功能片，动画片。。。超爱鬼片喔。。。（哈）
17.曾經很迷的：Energy，现在有小哲哲。。。小修修。。。炎亚伦。。。之类的。。。
18.最近很得意：嗯。。。我到现在还活着吧？
19.戀愛次數：秘密。。。呵呵。。。
20.不得意的科目：科学。。。
21.上手科目：华文！我可是很行的喔。。。^^
22.硬要買一個名牌：为什么？没事干嘛要逼人家买啊？
23.未成年時的心情：快点成年。。。（泣）
24.成年後的感覺：怎么那么快就成年啦。。。（泣）
25.加倍佳的口味：那是啥？能吃的吗？听起来像零食。。。
26.我的手機門號：先说说什么是門號吧？
27.菸的牌子：不抽。讨厌香烟啦。。。也不知道香在哪儿？
28.玩的線上遊戲：现在玩La-Tale
29.喜歡的數字：13
30.喜歡的顏色：黑,银，漂亮的粉红色，霓虹绿，亮的颜色。。。啊！超爱白色的！
31.麥當勞必吃：一定是薯條..还有。。。奶昔和飞进冰箱后的麒麟吧。。。
32.住最遠的朋友：外星球。。。说不定我哪个朋友其实是外星人呢？
33.吃不吃回頭草：我又不是牛。。。干嘛吃草啊？
34.對吃回頭草的看法：笨蛋...找罪受。。。
35.對排隊買Mister Donut的看法：我这儿只买得到Donut Factory的吔。。。
36.對奇摩交友的看法：管用吗？（不解）
37.對留學的看法：有需要才去
38.對健康的看法：有当然好啊。。。没也没办法。。。
39.對休學的看法：没休过。。。
40.對劫運不斷的看法：我身上没那么多钱让人劫啦。。。
41.對素食者的看法：恒心很赞喔！我佩服佩服！
42.人家說長的像誰：嘴是人家的。。。爱说谁就谁呗。。。
43.口頭禪：Chicken Banana
44.有了康熙來了對生活的影響：还真是沒影響吔。。。
45.腳皮怎麼處理：脚没皮多可怕啊。。。（发抖）
46.想給忘不了前逼的人一句中肯的話：不如你這忘不了前逼的人.跟我說說前逼是啥如何??
47.睡覺前通常都在幹嘛：準備睡覺啊，废话。。。难不成准备出门吗？
48.起床的第一件事：赖床。。。（难为情。。。呵呵）
49.上一本看的書：一本叫D调型男的书。。。哈哈，我的哲哲出的。。。
50.愛人的名字：等我疯了再告诉你。。。
51.要化身成卡通人物想當誰：啊？好好的人不当，干嘛要化身卡通人物啊？我倒想化身成有超能力的美女。。。（笑话）
52.今年紅包進帳總額：忘了。。。比别人少。
53.討厭的女生type：没礼貌，爱念些费话，没品。。。爱劈腿的。。。很多啦
54.討厭的男生type：打小孩打女人的，小气。。。自以为是。。。合为一体的话就是Benny欠扁脸。。。
55.每個月的手機費：二十元吧？
56.大便時會一邊幹嘛：嗯。。。用力的推？
57.覺得最有效的減肥方法：什么都没效。（气）
58.激凸時怎麼辦：什么东东啊？
59.作弊被抓到時怎辦：从没作弊。。。（骄傲）
60.最愛吃的台菜：沒
61.夏天最愛穿什麼：衣服。。。
62.大概幾天拉一次屎：你。。。变态吗？关你什么事？！
63.十年後我在幹嘛：心理医生吧？
64.寵物會取什麼名字：奶油！哈哈。。。都会是吃的东西吧？
65.兒子的名字要取為 :Xavier。。。哈哈
66.樂透一直簽不中的感想：沒買怎麼中？0_o
67.最想去的國家：台湾。。。也是想住的。。。
68.為何大家肯花大錢買MUJI：我按捺栽？
69.夜市必吃：Taco Pachi。。。没写错吧？
70.國中時的印象：念书都快念死了。。。好像小学和高中也是这样吔。。。
71.下一次刺青想刺哪：先刺只麻醉针把我弄昏吧！（泣）
72.覺得最噁爛的生物：蝴蝶，所有的昆虫。。。
73.養過最噁爛的生物：我又不是疯子，噁干嘛还养啊？
74.整型最想整哪裡：双眼皮吧？可是。。。我怕痛。。。（泣）
75.總分一百分，台語的流利度是：嗯。。。20吧？可是听100分喔！
76.小時候的夢想：歌手！
77.目前為止最欣賞的屌人：所有的心理医生！（致敬）
78.吃咖哩時的辛度：1
79.最花俏的一件內褲：全都不花。。。有也不告诉你！
80.臉怎麼保養：洗面乳。。。洗米水
81.請推荐一個罵人最好用的詞：你白痴啊？
82.msn的帳號：=P
83.生肖：马
84.目前為止，親身經歷名字最瞎趴的人：King Rachel。。。是个女生喔。。。（无奈）
85.朋友死不還錢怎辦：让他死吧
86.大概多久看一本書：要看是怎样的书。。。Harry Potter平均3小时。。。
87.最近很失意的事：钟思思。。。你给我记住。。。我的Sims...
88.失眠時都怎麼解決：继续尝试睡吧。。。废话？
89.髮色：原本是黑。。。現在是黑。。。未来想挑染紫色。。。
90.上一次生日蛋糕上的蠟燭是幾歲：一大，八小！
91.所有頻道裡最愛哪一台：只要有鬼戏，我都会喜欢。。。
92.最後悔的事:干嘛吃那么多？
93.早餐通常吃什麼：人吃的。
94.下輩子要當男還是女：女吧
95.曠課通知單出現最多的數字：0。。。旷过一次，不过是全班集体。。。所以没发。
96.在東區跌倒了該怎麼辦：起來啊。。。难道倒在那儿哭吗？
97.失戀了該怎辦：找别人。。。一定要过得更幸福！
98.寫完這份問卷的感想：無聊
99.最不希望誰看到這份問卷：沒有
100.最後的話：还没死，没有最后的话。

倍感无奈

2008-12-18T22:02:00.003+08:00

Family...

Friends...

Studies...

When will I come first?

Prom

2008-12-09T21:39:00.004+08:00

Prom was very fun!!!
Enjoy the pictures!

Prom coming

2008-12-01T22:35:00.002+08:00

Prom coming and I'm all set!!!

Happy happy...I bet we are going to have the best time during prom!

This is the 1st prom in my whole life, because Zhonghua didn't have a prom during my year.

These few days were spent again trying to get ahead on my story...Taking care of virtual ponies... Managing a virtual space station... Creating a virtual zoo... Publishing a virtual Tabloid... Wow...

Okay people... Must remember to visit my story at this link okay? 冰雨命运交响曲

After A's Blue

2008-11-27T16:47:00.003+08:00

OMG...

I'm actually feeling bored after A-Levels!!!!!

Am I like going crazy?

Well... Actually... Almost everyone i know went overseas...

So I just did a couple of Things over the week like updating my story...

Yes. Finally. So remember to visit and read and comment okay?

Yeh!

That's it.

Will update more when the time comes along.

Below are my new ponies picture on Ponystars:

Aren't they cute?

Sweet 18 Birthday party

2008-11-15T11:07:00.011+08:00

Yesterday was the end of A-Levels for my class. Except for me and Mer of course, we still got Computing on friday... Sianz like nobody's business... Anyway, our paper was in the afternoon, but me and Mer as usual, go to school earlier to study. But i was caught up in a stupid jam, and ended up being late. But when i reached, i went out through the lift door, and there was Melissa, holding the following in her hand.

Aiyoh... Its was like DAMN paiseh lah!!!! *%@%&*&&#%#^!!!!

Nevermind... It was really nice of her to remember that I once said i like this kind of balloons...Haha... Because it won't burst so easily!!!! Haha... But It was very funny... Everyone was like STARING at me. As in heads follow wherever i go... STARING.

My god.

So then after our paper our clique went Fish and Co to celebrate lor. We went shopping first, and I've got my eyes on a pair of shoes that i want to but for Dinner and Dance but we'll talk about that next time.

Finally, we stepped into Fish and Co, and Ta Da!!!!! Ziting and Kai Ying was lying in ambush, waiting to spring out at us three birthday girls. I was the first one up, and what ever happen next you can see it below.

This is when we first entered Fish and Co, then Ziting and Kai Ying gave us a surprise by popping up and they started singing a birthday song. Haha... They sang 3 times cause got 3 of us birthday!!! Lol... Can't imagine how many times they have to sing if there are like 10 people birthday at the same time?! 0_o

Everyone else in the restaurent was like STARING. Not to mention smiling. But haha... It was very funny, I feel like a movie star with so many eyes upon me... The food there was fabulous. REALLY fabulous. Yum Yummmy!!!!

The food was rather nice, the ambience is good... what else can I 嫌? I would recommend the seafood platter thing. I'm not a seafood person, but I've gotta admit the platter was very nice... Especially the prawns... Haha...

Being a Noob, I didn't know they will make us stand on the chair and let all the other people laugh at us.

Finally, what's a birthday bash with all those nice looking cream on the cake going to waste? They make good facial... Haha. I am AMUSED. Note the sarcasm, no lah haha... Just very embarrassing cause Fish and Co was very crowded...

For more pictures, please visit my friendster in time to come. I'll post them up as son as i can. Please people, go read my story haha...

Surprise from the duo

2008-11-13T16:45:00.004+08:00

Haha... Today is mi Birthday,

Thanks to James and Melissa for giving me a BIG SURPRISE on this special day!!!!

It was 11 plus in the morning.
There i was, wearing my night-dress...
And then someone came knocking on the door. I went to see, and there was James.

So i was thinking what the hell!
I opened the door, and Melissa jumped out at me, causing me to emit a scream and fall back onto the sofa in a heap.

So there they came lah... haha... It was scary but very fun...

My present was a beautiful musical box...

Overall it was a nice day... I'll remember it for life.

The Birth of a miracle land

2008-11-13T10:38:00.000+08:00

大家好！

我现在宣布微琳公主的“雪地奇缘”博客正式开幕！！！！

哈哈哈。。。好开心喔。。。这博客的生日可跟我一模一样喔！

其实筹备这博客已经很久了。。。只是一直在找一个适当的日期开幕。。。

本来打算再考完 A-Levels 之后才开张。。。

可今早起来微琳我突然心血来潮，所以决定在我诞生十八年后的今天开启这私人的感想空间。。。

今年做了很多。。。但最有成就感的就是总于开始了我的 Fanfiction: 冰雨命运交响曲。。。

大家一定要多加支持我喔！！！

为了看不懂中文的朋友着想，让我把上面的话减了来说吧。。。

Snowland Miracle is officially opened!!!!

Was pondering about when should I open up this blog... (The original plan was after the A's)

But a sudden urge made me opened it today...

18 years ago on today, i appeared for the first time in my life in Mount Elizabeth...

18 years later I'm sitting in front of my computer, witnessing the birth of my private thinking space (or blog, whatever you all want to call it)

I feel so...

Old.

Sigh...

Anyway... Thinking back... My greatest accomplishment this year was the starting of my fanfiction, do visit it... The link is somewhere up there among the Chinese words...

Okay...

Now for my birthday wishes...

Firstly, I wish for a psp slim (which I will be getting soon)

Secondly, I wish for good grades in A's... (I think everyone will want that...)

Thirdly I wish for everyone I know to stay healthy and happy always!!!!

That's all for today, thank you and have a nice day. (Hehe... School influence...)